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Favoriting February 12, 2020: Walk Directly Into Fear (you can do everything) (Show #507/699) | Download full MP3

Dreamy, chaotic, profound, ridiculous, important, soothing. New words, ideas, musical recombinations, live phone callers. What would you do with seven minutes?

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Contains little bits of: Little People, Jóhann Jóhannsson, Cowboy Junkies, Tangerine Dream (Steve De Jarnatt's Miracle Mile), Beth Orton, Carl Orff, Jack Kornfield, Alan Watts, Kermit the Frog, Derek Sivers, Mozart, Martin Donovan, Hal Hartley, Nicholas Cage, Charlie Kaufman (Adaptation), Jónsi & Alex, Adam Sandler, Paul Thomas Anderson (Punch-Drunk Love), Brian Kenney, John Carpenter, Lullatone, David Lynch, Andre Gregory, Debashish Bhattacharya, The Tallest Man On Earth, George Lucas, Walter Murch (THX 1138), Bach, Dr. Wayne W. Dyer, Nickelback, Robert John "Mutt" Lange, Shania Twain, Talking Heads, Lykke Li, The Spinners, Carmen McRae, Dirty Dancing, Magnetic Fields, Black Mirror, Toby Kebbell, Jodie Whittaker, Coen brothers, The Big Lebowski, Albert Brooks, Julie Hagerty, Meg Ryan, Nora Ephron (When Harry Met Sally), Big Blood, Ogurusu Norihide, Pascal Pinon, Bill Murray, LCD Soundsystem, Vangelis (Chariots of Fire), The Who, Surviving Desire, Being There, Ken's Last Ever

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Artist Track Album Year Comments Approx. start time
Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza  We Continue to Approach   Favoriting Show #486 from 11/20/2013  2013  Last 11 minutes only. Not in archive!   
 
Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza  Walk Directly Into Fear (you can do everything)   Favoriting Show #507, from 8/8/16  2016    0:00:00 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Little People  Moon   Favoriting Mickey Mouse Operation  2006    0:00:05 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Johann Johannsson  Virdulegu Forsetar, Part 2   Favoriting Virdulegu Forsetar  2004    0:00:10 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  We'll have something   Favoriting   2016    0:01:23 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza  (dreams, drifts, swirls)   Favoriting Show #506, from Aug. 20, 2015  2015  w/Lullatone, Bruce Dern in Silent Running, THX-1138 Stay Calm, Summertime "Eat the Raviloli"  0:02:19 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Cowboy Junkies  Ring on the Sill   Favoriting Pale Sun, Crescent Moon  1993    0:05:09 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Tangerine Dream  Running Out of Time   Favoriting Miracle Mile s.t.  1989  Multiple copies  0:05:45 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Beth Orton  Mystery   Favoriting Sugaring Season  2012    0:07:02 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  It wants to be found, it doesn't know what it is yet   Favoriting   2016  It could find its way through every moment by letting go in every moment  0:08:36 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  ID; that might happen   Favoriting   2016    0:12:44 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Johann Johannsson  Virdulegu Forsetar, Part 2   Favoriting Virdulegu Forsetar  2004    0:14:04 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Carl Orff  Gassenhauer   Favoriting Badlands  1973  Lifted later by Hans Zimmer  0:15:24 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Jack Kornfield  Working With Distractions   Favoriting Meditation for Beginners    If it moved, I would bow to it  0:15:40 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Alan Watts  The World as Self - Part 2   Favoriting Out of Your Mind  2004  You have no knowledge of yourself except in relation to others  0:18:56 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Kermit the Frog/Paul Williams/Jim Henson  The Rainbow Connection   Favoriting The Muppet Movie s.t.  1979    0:20:18 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Derek Sivers  Everybody's idea seems obvious to them   Favoriting   2010  Maybe what's obvious to me is amazing to someone else  0:20:30 (MP3 | Pop-up)
W.A. Mozart  Requiem: Confutatis isolated parts   Favoriting Amadeus movie director's cut  1984    0:21:07 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Martin Donovan (voice), Hal Hartley (director), Anatole France (original writer)  Ignorance is the necessary condition of human happiness.   Favoriting Surviving Desire movie / The Gods Will Have Blood  1993/1912  We are almost entirely ignorant of ourselves, absolutely of others. In ignorance, we find our bliss; in illusions, our happiness.  0:22:18 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Nicholas Cage (voice), Charlie Kaufman (writer)  You are what you love, not what loves you   Favoriting Adaptation movie  2002    0:22:41 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Jonsi and Alex  Happiness   Favoriting Riceboy Sleeps  2009    0:23:32 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Adam Sandler (voice), Paul Thomas Anderson (writer)  I have a love in my life, it makes me stronger than anything you can imagine   Favoriting Punch-Drunk Love movie  2002    0:25:27 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Brian Kenney  The Dromedary's Waltz   Favoriting   2012    0:26:27 (MP3 | Pop-up)
John Carpenter  Main Title   Favoriting Assault on Precinct 13  1976    0:26:40 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza  (dreams, drifts, swirls)   Favoriting Show #506, from Aug. 20, 2015  2015  w/Lullatone  0:27:05 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Alan Watts  Animals and Humans   Favoriting Time and the More it Changes    A rabbit or a fruitfly feels it is the center of the world  0:29:11 (MP3 | Pop-up)
W.A. Mozart  Requiem: Confutatis isolated parts   Favoriting Amadeus movie director's cut  1984    0:30:06 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Phone caller  Psycho-musical fracking (like going to therapy for hours and not knowing if you can get out)   Favoriting   2016  I'm enjoying it, I'm vaguely disturbed by it, and I want more.  0:33:22 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  In your life you walk directly into fear   Favoriting   2016    0:33:46 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Phone caller  How to meet you   Favoriting   2016    0:38:32 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  I thought he was speaking to me   Favoriting   2016    0:39:20 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Phone caller  I had to pull over because it was that good   Favoriting   2016    0:41:06 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  We all have our jobs   Favoriting   2016    0:44:01 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Phone caller  Magic theatre (Steppenwolf)   Favoriting   2016    0:44:17 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  Comforted by someone I can only listen to   Favoriting   2016  For all that we push for, we push away.  0:44:28 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken's Last Ever Radio Extravaganza  (dreams, drifts, swirls)   Favoriting Show #506, from Aug. 20, 2015  2015  w/David Lynch  0:45:43 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Andre Gregory (voice), Rupert Walters (writer)  Mysteries going on all the time   Favoriting Some Girls movie  1988  Right under our noses.  0:45:53 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Debashish Bhattacharya  Roshni (The Light)   Favoriting Slide Guitar Ragas From Dusk Till Dawn  2015    0:46:22 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  How do you appreciate things while they're happening?   Favoriting   2016    0:47:50 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Debashish Bhattacharya  Roshni (The Light)   Favoriting Slide Guitar Ragas From Dusk Till Dawn  2015    0:50:52 (MP3 | Pop-up)
The Tallest man on Earth  Fields of Our Home   Favoriting Dark Bird is Home  2015    0:54:12 (MP3 | Pop-up)
George Lucas (director, writer), Walter Murch (writer, sound montage)  "Changeable" loop   Favoriting THX 1138 film (1971, 2004)  1971  Constructed from one scene  0:54:26 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Phone caller  Repetition was a way of talking about eternity while you're still bound inside of time   Favoriting   2016    0:54:58 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  ID; a happening; I will love any way that I want to   Favoriting   2016    0:56:18 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Wayne Dyer  The creative source will fulfill your belief in shortages   Favoriting Power of Intention  2005  The creative source in your life. This source reacts to your belief in shortages with a fulfillment of your belief. If you believe there's shortages out there and you can't attract them into your life...if you come to this creative source with a belief that there are shortages in terms of your life, it will fulfill your belief. If you believe that you can't be healed, if you believe you can't be happy, if you believe that you have to be miserable, if you believe that you can't attract the right person...and you come to this source with a belief in shortages, it will fulfill your belief.  0:57:31 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Nickelback (band), Robert John "Mutt" Lange (writer, producer)  Gotta Be Somebody   Favoriting Dark Horse  2008    0:59:30 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Shania Twain (singer, writer), Robert John "Mutt" Lange (writer, producer)  Don't Be Stupid (You Know I Love You)   Favoriting Come On Over  1997    0:59:37 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Talking Heads  Cities (live)   Favoriting Saratoga Springs 8/3/1983  1983    1:00:55 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Phone caller  Really enjoying the positive life you're giving us   Favoriting   2016    1:01:18 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  I'll try to make some more space   Favoriting   2016    1:01:28 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Jack Kornfield  Working With Distractions   Favoriting Meditation for Beginners      1:01:57 (MP3 | Pop-up)
George Lucas (director, writer), Walter Murch (writer, sound montage)  "Changeable" loop   Favoriting THX 1138 film (1971, 2004)  1971  Constructed from one scene  1:02:09 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Lykke Li  Never Gonna Love Again   Favoriting I Never Learn  2014    1:02:53 (MP3 | Pop-up)
The Spinners  Could It Be I'm Falling in Love?   Favoriting Spinners  1972    1:03:47 (MP3 | Pop-up)
George Lucas (director, writer), Walter Murch (writer, sound montage)  "Changeable" loop   Favoriting THX 1138 film (1971, 2004)  1971  Constructed from one scene  1:04:06 (MP3 | Pop-up)
The Spinners  Could It Be I'm Falling in Love?   Favoriting Spinners  1972    1:04:48 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Carmen McRae (singer), Richard Rodgers (music), Lorenz Hart (lyrics)  You Took Advantage of Me   Favoriting   1955    1:05:02 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Jack Weston, Charles "Honi" Coles (voices), Eleanor Bergstein (writer)  It feels lke it's all slipping away   Favoriting Dirty Dancing movie  1987  It all seems to be ending  1:06:03 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Magnetic Fields  You and Me and the Moon   Favoriting Get Lost  1995    1:06:20 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Nickelback (band), Robert John "Mutt" Lange (writer, producer)  Gotta Be Somebody   Favoriting Dark Horse  2008  Nice and fast  1:07:37 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Cowboy Junkies  Ring on the Sill   Favoriting Pale Sun, Crescent Moon  1993    1:10:48 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  Sometimes you need a time out / Tribute to Mutt Lange who controlled our minds   Favoriting   2016    1:11:44 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Cowboy Junkies  Ring on the Sill   Favoriting Pale Sun, Crescent Moon  1993    1:12:44 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Toby Kebbell, Jodie Whittaker (voices), Jesse Armstrong (writer)  The ever-inflating romance / Not everything that isn't true is a lie   Favoriting Black Mirror: Season 1, episode 3 (The Entire History of You)  2011    1:14:27 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Lykke Li  Never Gonna Love Again   Favoriting I Never Learn  2014    1:15:22 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Toby Kebbell, Jodie Whittaker (voices), Jesse Armstrong (writer)  When you suspect something, it's always better when it turns out to be true   Favoriting Black Mirror: Season 1, episode 3 (The Entire History of You)  2011    1:15:47 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Jack Kornfield  Working With Distractions   Favoriting Meditation for Beginners    My mind is always wandering  1:15:58 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Beth Orton  Mystery   Favoriting Sugaring Season  2012    1:16:13 (MP3 | Pop-up)
David Huddleston (voice), Joel Coen, Ethan Coen (writers)  Strong men also cry   Favoriting Big Lebowski movie  1998  Are you surprised at my tears, sir?  1:16:57 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Albert Brooks (voice, writer), Julie Hagerty (voice)  Quit, road to nowhere. It's time to get out! It just goes around in a circle   Favoriting Lost in America movie  1985  I'm sick of being programmed like a stupid robot  1:17:28 (MP3 | Pop-up)
W.A. Mozart  Requiem: Confutatis isolated parts   Favoriting Amadeus movie director's cut  1984    1:18:18 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Meg Ryan (voice), Nora Ephron (writer)  Have to find a way not to express every feeling you have every moment you have them   Favoriting When Harry Met Sally movie  1989    1:18:33 (MP3 | Pop-up)
The Spinners  Could It Be I'm Falling in Love?   Favoriting Spinners  1972    1:19:56 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  We are very strong, and we are very fragile   Favoriting   2016    1:21:18 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  In 7 minutes, everything happened   Favoriting I showed up late to dance...  2016    1:25:12 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  ID; since 1994, ending momentarily forever   Favoriting   2016    1:27:18 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Big Blood  Oh Country (live)   Favoriting Live on WMBR, Cambridge MA 5/1/2007  2007    1:29:22 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ogurusu Norihide  5:00   Favoriting modern  2003    1:31:35 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Pascal Pinon  When I Can't Sleep   Favoriting Twosomeness  2013    1:32:21 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Bill Murray  When you quit work, it takes twice as long to get back   Favoriting Charlie Rose interview about Rushmore  1999    1:33:17 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Wayne Dyer  I think from the end, don't think about what is missing   Favoriting Power of Intention  2005    1:34:21 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Brian Kenney  The Dromedary's Waltz   Favoriting   2012  Farmed food for me  1:34:40 (MP3 | Pop-up)
LCD Soundsystem  Dance Yrself Clean   Favoriting This Is Happening  2010    1:35:57 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Vangelis  Chariots of Fire   Favoriting Chariots of Fire s.t.  1981    1:36:27 (MP3 | Pop-up)
The Who  Baba O'Riley   Favoriting Who's Next  1971    1:38:15 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Lullatone  Origami Tulips   Favoriting The Sounds of Spring  2015    1:39:02 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Cowboy Junkies  Ring on the Sill   Favoriting Pale Sun, Crescent Moon  1993    1:40:44 (MP3 | Pop-up)
The Tallest man on Earth  Fields of Our Home   Favoriting Dark Bird is Home  2015    1:41:11 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Andre Gregory (voice), Rupert Walters (writer)  Mysteries going on all the time   Favoriting Some Girls movie  1988  Right under our noses.  1:41:51 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Johann Johannsson  Virdulegu Forsetar, Part 2   Favoriting Virdulegu Forsetar  2004    1:42:13 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  Thank you for creating beauty by perception   Favoriting   2016    1:42:42 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Phone caller  I'll miss you forever   Favoriting   2016    1:43:23 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  Sometimes we need to hold on with everything   Favoriting   2016  Please show everything that you are  1:43:42 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Derek Sivers  Everybody's idea seems obvious to them   Favoriting   2010  Are you holding back something that seems too obvious to share?  1:46:02 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Charlie Kaufman  Be dilligent and courageous in your attempts to do your stuff in the world   Favoriting Why Movies Are Dead (Syneccoche, New York interview)  2008  If you've got a thing that you're exploring, then explore it truthfully. I mean, if you want to do that, if you're interested in doing what you want to do in the world then do it. Explore it truthfully, continue to try to find your voice, which is an ongoing, life-long process. Just be dilligent and somewhat courageous in your attempts to do your stuff in the world.  1:46:43 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Mary B. Ward (voice), Hal Hartley (director/writer)  People often do things they don't understand, it doesn't make them less genuine   Favoriting Surviving Desire movie  1991    1:47:33 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Melvyn Douglas (voice), Jerzy Kosinski (writer)  There's so much left to do   Favoriting Being There movie  1979    1:47:47 (MP3 | Pop-up)
Ken  We had it all   Favoriting   2016    1:48:00 (MP3 | Pop-up)

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Listener comments!

Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:00pm
Rich in Washington:

Hi Kenzo!
Avatar 12/13/17 5:01pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Welcome, Rich! Are you afraid of anything?
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:01pm
listener james from westwood:

Evening, Kenzo and all!
Avatar 12/13/17 5:02pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hi, james! What haven't you done yet?
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:06pm
David W:

Is it safe?
Avatar 12/13/17 5:06pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Miracle Mile, sigh.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:07pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

David, it is not safe, but you go ahead anyway.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:07pm
listener james from westwood:

Today? Eat lunch, technically. Been scattered.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:08pm
Rich in Washington:

I'm afraid of heights and the future. They're both rather similar, when you think about it.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:09pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Rich, are you ready to jump? Will you jump anyway?
Avatar 12/13/17 5:09pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

james, why are you afraid of lunch?
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:16pm
Rich in Washington:

I am afraid to look and to leap.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:16pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

There are two great disappointments in life: Not getting what you want, and getting it.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:17pm
listener james from westwood:

That's why I'm afraid of lunch.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:19pm
still b/p:

Did he say Shaw? I think that was Wilde. I bow to the irresistibility of petty correction.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:19pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Leap before you look!
Avatar 12/13/17 5:20pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

@still b/p: Alan Watts is being wiggly.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:22pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I'm afraid of people not admitting they're afraid.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:23pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Ignorance is the necessary condition of human happiness. (-Hal Hartley via Martin Donovan)
Avatar 12/13/17 5:24pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I'm afraid I won't find something to play in the last 11 minutes of this timeslot.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:26pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I'm afraid of missing out on life due to perfectionism.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:32pm
coelacanth∅:

hello
Avatar 12/13/17 5:33pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

coelcanth0, what will you do about your fear?
Avatar 12/13/17 5:34pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

"It's like going to therapy and being there for hours and not knowing if you can get out."
(More reviews at lastever.org... )
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:35pm
coelacanth∅:

get to work
Avatar 12/13/17 5:37pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hiding behind work
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:38pm
gloomsday:

ahhh so sorry to be tuning in late. hello ken! hello fellow extravaganzists <3
Avatar 12/13/17 5:39pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

gloomsday, are you afraid of something? Like how you missed last week's NMH moments?
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:40pm
coelacanth∅:

i'm not talking about working for money.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:41pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Slavery, aha!
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:43pm
gloomsday:

KENZO!!! i didn't miss it ;) i wasn't able to listen live, but i definitely listened to the archive after the fact. i'd never miss a NMH moment!
Avatar 12/13/17 5:44pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

gloomsday, what will I be afraid of now??
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:45pm
gloomsday:

"and now she knows she'll never be afraid..."
Avatar 12/13/17 5:45pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

What's one fear you're ready to give up?
Avatar 12/13/17 5:46pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

It's so sad to see the world agree that they'd rather see their faces fill with flies
Avatar 12/13/17 5:47pm
Carmichael:

OK, finally I get to pop up my head and say heya Kenzo and enthusiasts.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:47pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Carmichael, is there something you're afraid of?
Avatar 12/13/17 5:48pm
Carmichael:

My total lack of fear frightens me.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:49pm
gloomsday:

i'm very ready to give up the fear of disappointing people. it's something i've struggled with my whole life, which can be very debilitating and has impeded my own happiness as a result. i think it's time to start letting that go. :)
Avatar 12/13/17 5:49pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hell yeah, that's a hard one
Avatar 12/13/17 5:49pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Carmichael, your lack of fear about your lack of fear frightens me
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:49pm
coelacanth∅:

no.
i'm not afraid of dying; in fact the idea is soothing to me. i'm not afraid of heights or centipedes; i get anxious and i take action, respectively.
...my only fear that i can identify is dying before getting certain things done - as a gift to others, but also as a self-serving goal. at the same time i feel fairly certain that that it doesn't matter...so maybe it's not fear either, but anxiety.
there is a difference.
...and it's "magic theatre" (steppenwolf)
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Avatar 12/13/17 5:50pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

That our fears may not matter can be scary to give in to
Avatar 12/13/17 5:51pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Mysteries going on all the time, every moment, right under our noses.
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:52pm
coelacanth∅:

i remember this lecture.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:53pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Fear is more defined than anxiety?
Avatar 12/13/17 5:54pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

gloomsday, people who will be disappointed will be disappointed anyway
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:56pm
coelacanth∅:

hmm. i've contradicted something i've oft said - that there are only 2 emotions: Love; & fear.
-so anxiety must be borne out of one so it must be fear...so i must have fear but i don't know what of. (i can't honestly say i care much either though)
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 5:57pm
coelacanth∅:

...i do fear that i'll never get these string lights untangled.
that's a big one for me.
Avatar 12/13/17 5:58pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Anxiety = Love + Fear?
Avatar 12/13/17 5:59pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Anxiety = The state of not accepting your emotion?
Avatar 12/13/17 6:00pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Oooh Nickelback
Avatar 12/13/17 6:00pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Ooh Shania Twain
Avatar 12/13/17 6:00pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

It's sweeps week
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 6:00pm
gloomsday:

omgosh
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 6:02pm
Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...Kermit, Watts, TheWho...if it ain't home, it's close enuff...
Avatar 12/13/17 6:04pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

RevoRabbit, I was afraid you were gone. What fear will you act on?
Avatar 12/13/17 6:06pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

And Dirty Dancing, don't forget that
Avatar 12/13/17 6:07pm
northguineahills:

Magnetic Field loops!
Avatar 12/13/17 6:08pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

ngh, omg, I've done a whole lot of MF looping
Avatar 12/13/17 6:08pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Never before trying to sync with Nickelband.
Avatar 12/13/17 6:10pm
northguineahills:

My only care about dying is the people that love me will be affected. My death is comforting to me, just as coel said. That said, there is plenty left to be experienced in this reality I've yet to experience, so, I'm not ready to get on the cart yet.
Avatar 12/13/17 6:11pm
Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

What will being ready feel like?
Avatar Swag For Life Member 12/13/17 6:12pm
Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...hm. To suggest that life begins @ the end of one's comfort zone is anathema to a Year of the Hare native!...Then again, the 'Revolution' part of my moniker is (in part) to acknowledge the paradox that I'm also Scorpio - sign of Intensity & Transformation....
Does one mean - act on fear in sense of feel fear & do anyway - or sense of act out of fear - which we all do constantly of course...As Huxley observed the ego is essentially the mind's reducing valve on infinity - limiting it to what is necessary to survival...& so on...
Haven't had interwebz @ home cause paying off my landlord for some time. Will presumably change back some month soon...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Lordz
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

In a few billion years the Sun will expand to utterly engulf the Earth - tombstones & all...
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...which somehow concerns me less than dirtnapping in Cold Winter Soil in smalltown NorthNewEngland until then...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Are you afraid of being lied to?
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

Paranoid as hell.
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northguineahills:

@Rev: which movie did Woody Allen expand upon the futility of life since the sun will engulf the inner planets.
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

Dunno. Did that really happen?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Maybe they were lying
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Rich in Washington:

this movie made me afraid to grow up when I was young.
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Rich in Washington:

I knew I'd never have a nest egg to inadvertently blow in Las Vegas, so at least I had that consolation.
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Carmichael:

@ngh, that must have been Annie Hall.
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northguineahills:

Yep, that's it Carmichael.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Lost in America. What a movie!
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northguineahills:

Nice to not be in buried in more work then I know what to do w/. I might actually leave work before 7 (and I took a 45 min nap during lunch). That's going to change by next week.
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...well - who knows what Humanity will be in 4 billion years...Asimov's 'Cosmic AC' (Analytic Computer) story was about this...
  12/13/17 6:22pm
possibilitywaves:

It is possible to consider calendars, stopwatches, clocks (and more i suppose!) with the lemniscate ("infinity symbol") in place of the numbering.
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glenn:

nickelback?? oy.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

possibilitywaves, are you afraid of not having a way to measure time?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

glenn, are you afraid of some kinds of music?
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...my most Rationalist Materialist inclinations cannot convince me this single life is It...
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glenn:

every time you play nickelback, a beaver dies inside.
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...whatever any of those words are supposed to define (make finite)...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Well I played it a lot with those loops
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glenn:

which explains all the depressed beaver surrounding me.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

That sounds...exciting.
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...well...dam.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I'm gonna scoot from the infinity symbol playlist chat early this week, because I'm afraid of being late
  12/13/17 6:29pm
possibilitywaves:

i sometimes become afraid when time is measured for me by someone else! in many ways temporal orientation is as important a human rights issue as sexual orientation.
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...Beaver the Fear - & Dammit Anyway...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Don't fear the beaver?
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

Time is Money.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Time is beaver?
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northguineahills:

glenn has gone full Canuck on us!
  12/13/17 6:31pm
possibilitywaves:

i often wish for a looping and mixing between the songs Time Trades and Persist to happen some day in a show!
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glenn:

i started out full canuck.
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northguineahills:

Surrounded by depressed beavers, glenn soldiers onward on his trusty moose stead, swilling fermented maple syrup en route to the next hockey riot,
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coelacanth∅:

i'm pro-beaver; anti-nickleback.
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northguineahills:

It's the Blood!
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glenn:

oh boy. don't be jelly.
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northguineahills:

There are a lot of beaver out here in the swamps in Florida, they are a big part of the restoration of wetlands here.

@glenn: I be jelly.
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coelacanth∅:

(i'd be anti-nickleback even if i weren't pro-beaver)
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coelacanth∅:

DING!
(i got my 2nd string of lights untangled)
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gloomsday:

yay LCD!
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northguineahills:

Damn coel, you should be done in time for xmas.
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glenn:

also, my ex knows chad's ex [not avril] and he is a major league asshole on wheels.
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coelacanth∅:

ngh, i discovered that these light strings do not have ends. they are loops. they must've been wired into some ridiculous electrical configuration after being installed onto the tree.
...so i'm cutting and splicing them.
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coelacanth∅:

i don't know if "chad" is a nickleback member but if so it should come as no surprise.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

No idea who Chad is but I love him
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Revolution Rabbit Nov63:

...do unto Beaver as you would have Beaver do unto you...
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glenn:

chad kroeger, the singer of nickelback. sorry, i just assumed there.
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Gary:

Hola
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Hi, Gary! Find your fear and then...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Thanks for helping me be afraid
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northguineahills:

Thanks Ken, I'm leaving work, cheers and OOOOOs! noches todos!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

That was that. This is this
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cklequ:

All this fear in one place is warming.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Yes
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Thanks, loves
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Rich in Washington:

Thanks, Kenzo!
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gloomsday:

thank you, kenzo <3 <3
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magic theatre∅:

not for everybody
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coelacanth∅:

Thanks Ken

tchau camaradas
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chresti:

Hello
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Yes indeed, we start from the end.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

In 8 minutes, we'll start from the beginning.
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Ike:

It's the end. But the moment has been prepared for.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I wonder if history will repeat...
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

(Reloading the page once brings up some other folks)
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

30 seconds 'til begin
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Welcome, chresti and Ike!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Full playlist being built for first time here
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Can you remember anything?
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Ike:

I can only remember remembering things, not that this is an original observation, because I can remember remembering other people observing that.
  5:35pm
Martinibomb:

Helloo Kenzo!
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Rich in Washington:

Aren't they done assaulting precinct 13 yet? It's been ages.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

@Rich: They just keep coming
Hi Martinibomb!
Ike I don't remember that
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ParUbi:

Hey everyone!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Welcome to everything, ParUbi
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Webhamster Henry:

I miss hearing Alan Watts.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

We're all waiting for his second coming
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

See Henry, your belief in Alan Watts shortages manifested Nickelback.
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chresti:

Where am I?
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northguineahills:

@chresti: hereish….(I'm a geographer, I should know....)
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

ngh sneaking back in. Timeshift ngh said: "Magnetic Field loops!" and then "My only care about dying is the people that love me will be affected. My death is comforting to me, just as coel said. That said, there is plenty left to be experienced in this reality I've yet to experience, so, I'm not ready to get on the cart yet."
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Timeshift me said "ngh, omg, I've done a whole lot of MF looping" and "Never before trying to sync with Nickelback."
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Timeshift Rich will later have said "this movie made me afraid to grow up when I was young."
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Rich in Washington:

What movie was it? Was it Three Stooges in Orbit? That's the first movie I ever remember seeing.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Big Lebowski?
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Rich in Washington:

this is beautiful!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Rich, did you mean the Nickelback part?
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I brought my speed-up to a dance group and it was great fun
  6:26pm
Carmichael:

Heya Kenzoni and lots of people.
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northguineahills:

It's the Doctor!
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Rich in Washington:

yes. I am a sucker for speed/time manipulation. I don't know why.
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Rich in Washington:

Funny. We are watching the complete Black Mirror series again.
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Rich in Washington:

Oh. This is the movie.
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Rich in Washington:

That playlist thing is neato.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

I've just gotta fix it so the chat works in Safari!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

It turns out I like almost no Black Mirror episodes, except for 2 or 3.
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chresti:

I visited a website once that featured a spinning globe at the bottom of the page and it would light up the corresponding location the person visiting was from.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Oh hi, this week is this show's 26th anniversary!
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chresti:

Happy anniversary! Today is my 13th anniversary of employment with the city of Los Angeles!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

@chresti Cool. I miss the marathon map (wfmu.org...)
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chresti:

That's great
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Happy work, chresti!
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Rich in Washington:

BM 01-03 is the best allegory for something like ACT Therapy I can think of.
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

@Rich May it remain non-literal for you.
  6:48pm
Carmichael:

Halfway there, chresti! HaHa
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Fold in, Carmichael...
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northguineahills:

Thanks, Ken!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

His example is poor but still a good idea
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chresti:

Thanks Kenzo!
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

(Hit songs are not usually popular because they're good!)
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Bye my loves until who knows if ever
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Kenzo (Ken's Last Ever):

Look, the archive is ready! Listen for now while you can forever
  7:15pm
Lily:

Thank you. Yes. I am afraid. Yet, what is it, that is afraid? What is this, that is alive? It couldn't identify fear, if that is all that it is, yes? Like what is it that is doing the walking part of your title, what is this animating force?
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